Experienced a moment today where I almost cried while talking to a doctor.
Been fighting a strong feeling of derealization since the earlier moment of near crying.
Keep imagining myself boogie boarding on a 10-foot wave.
And behind me is nothingness.
And in front of me is nothingness.
And if I don't think about anything everything is okay.
But not really.
The styrofoam clenched in my tired hands is all I got.
Life, death or insanity.
Cowabunga, motherfucker.
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